Got so much more inside. How can a person feel all those things? They'll explode.
Yearning to die so much yet so much more that hold them back.
Maybe because life isn't all about oneself?
It's about others too?
About how you make people feel about themselves?
I think life is about selfless.
It's all about love that you convey throughout your life.
The impact you leave on people's lives.
Those marks.
Happiness isn't necessary to be yours.
It doesn't necessary that you're the one who feel it.
Seeing people happy and you're the reason why is something worth it.
Maybe, it doesn't necessary whether it is you are the reason for their happiness or not.
Maybe, it is how you feel for others.
Maybe, those feelings that you feel when they're happy.
And you just feel happy for it.
For them.
It is what makes you.
For not letting envy, hatred control your life.
For being happy for other people happiness.
Why can't people just pray for others?
Why is it always need to be you?
Why is it so important to be the center of attention?
Why do you always think only for yourself?
Observing people and revolve around of them.
It is sometimes suffocating.
To learn on their mind.
To know things from their perspective.
It's exhausting.
Overly critical.
Too much thinking.
Things like this, it's uncontrollable.
The soul is tired.
And none could lessen those tiring soul.
Not even sleep.
How can sleep be enough for a tired soul?
Been doing so much thinking that it is so exhausting.
Do we really need to have a reason to be nice?
What is wrong with this mind nowadays?
I can't lie that it's hurt to see people like this.
There's so much more out there.
Yet, they only focus on one thing.
That the one I think is not necessary now.
No.
Not while they are still in their age.
For now.
You don't really need love from a stranger.
You don't really have to wait for that little thing called love to heal you.
You got yourself.
How come one could expect another soul being that might be broken too,
to heal their's?
If you expect so much more,
then I have nothing to offer.
