They say if you get extremely happy, you'll get sad the next day. I don't get where the logic is but here I am, experiencing it. Again. Maybe it just prove that nothing remain forever, happiness and sadness. Both.
Currently I'm feeling a little sad. I rarely write when I'm in a good state. Sadness bring myself to write. You know what, I am currently writing now and then thinking of what is it that makes me feel sad, I suddenly lost cause. And the feeling slowly fade. That's writing to me. Never underestimate the power of writing (:
I had a strong urge to write just now but now where have they been??! The feelings comes unexpectedly, just before I think they've gone, they come back. Again. I'm tired ):
What should I do? This mood swings is killing me. I wanna sleep all day long but then sleeping is wasting my time. I hate wasting time, they made me feel useless. I'll get sad over that too haha silly me.
There's a lot I wanna change. If only I could walk the talk. Talking is easier than doing it on your own. Maybe I was just feeling insecure about my life. I need to find a good place where I feel I belong, where I feel it so stable that I wouldn't mind of anything else. Where can I find that?
