Hey! It been ages since I write my thoughts here. Wow, how time flies. I had reread back my previous ranting. Hahahaha young soul. What are you mumbling about?
Let's just talk about what has been lingering in my mind for this quite some time.
How's life been treating me?
Well. Obviously, not as bad as I expected. If you were comparing of what my young self would think back then, not bad. Just, alhamdulillah for the progress. I'm still alive. Still progressing. Everything is moving, moving on.
Am I satisfied?
Honestly? I'm not. Trying to be satisfied but I yearn for more. Implementing the concept of being grateful isn't as easy as it seems. Am I right? There's always more that you'll be expecting. Haish. Ungrateful little me!
How am I coping?
What?! Kena dipaksa la kalau tak memang tak jalan. If I wasn't forcing myself, I'd ended up not being my present self for sure.
The key was, time. No matter how many questions you have about life, the mystery, the reasons you've been searching, it is time that will decide. To reveal each of its answer. Just be patient. And behave, most likely this would be the hardest part. To behave. So basically I just stick myself to good people, the one that will lectured me with a logical reason. That will straighten up my mind. I am still stubborn, just like the young me. Just hit me with facts, I'll straighten back Inshaallah.
I was thinking. Maybe I should write here instead of mumbling all over the socmed, this seems exciting. I wanna write more later! Hahahaha.
Let's just mengata, bergosip over here. Putting a nickname for people so it won't be so harsh. Auch! What are you thinking?! Hitting myself on my head, Don't. Even. Think. About. It.
But....I'll do it anyways.
